I got an MRI finally!

It was really scary but I'm glad I got it done. They were SO kind and even let me listen to music. (Although I asked for motown and what they played was NOT motown lmao.) They looked at my brain with and without contrast. Now I have to take the pictures to my neurologist. Maybe they'll find something tangible. Like I said, I've always believed I damaged my brain in some way binge-smoking weed when it was still developing. If I finally know that's not the case I don't know if I'll be relieved or disappointed.

PS. I wanted to say thank you to everyone who comments on my frantic posts with advice, I appreciate all of you so so much you have no idea and I read them all but I don't always reply to everyone. It gets to be too overwhelming for me right now. Sorry if that sounds lazy or like a cop-out. Love you guys.

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Oh, and I'm due for an EEG September 18th. A man I talked to who had extreme treatment resistant anxiety suffered for 40 years until they finally gave him an EEG and discovered something wrong. Now he's much better and improving still. Just something to think about I guess. Gotta try everything!

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So they sound out he was actually having seizures?

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I’m go glad!! Definitely keep us updated