Hello guys,
New to the forum & new to anxiety!
I've been suffering for about 4 months now and it's always worse at night or when I'm tired. When my mind is ticking over during the day I'm fine because I'm distracted, but then I'll chill out or go to bed and BANG.
All of the focus is on my heart, constantly telling myself I'm gonna have a heart attack, I will also get sudden thumps on my heart beat, even when I lie down I can hear my heart beating in my chest, which is the most distracting thing when I'm trying to go to sleep.
Meditation used to help me, but then my panic got to a level where I couldn't relax and close my eyes and breathe for a few minutes without a horrible feeling of 'impending doom'. (I swear I've convinced myself I've died atleast 1000 times over the course of a few months).
Is it normal to be this aware of your heart beat? And are the palpitations a normal part of anxiety? I have had an ECG and everything was reported as normal, but that doesn't take the fear away.
Does anyone else experience similar symptoms? Would be nice to know I'm not alone in this crazy shit house of a world!
I experience it all the time ... your heart feels like it’s going to jump out if your chest the double thumps (palpitations) it’s so annoying... like I’m not even anxious today but apparently something was in the back if my subconscious mind making these things more prominent... I’ve been almost symptom free for 2 days! And bam tonight it was like.... anxiety: HONEY IM HOOOOME! It’s so beyond frustrating cause I get super dizzy and light headed feels like I’m about to faint but I don’t. I was at the market and felt like I could breath. All I could think of was crap I’m dying it’s a blood clot it traveled to my lungs but then u stop and think wait if I had a pulmonary embolism I would have been collapsed and died... your mind is VERY powerful. Try downloading the calm app I think it’s called... at night right before bed use it and see if it helps.
I normally fall asleep watching documentaries to try and take my mind off it, but i will also give this a go! Because the documentaries clearly aren't working lol.. Thank you for your reply! It's so distracting because I don't think I've never really noticed my heartbeat until all this started, safe to say its hit me for 6.. Its hard to try and explain to my girlfriend aswell because without experiencing the symptoms it's hard to explain and understand!
Hi Charlie
I am going through exactly the same although I have other issues with family experience. Sometimes I do get to sleep but wake in the night and can't get back to sleep . I fear arrythmia as I can hear/feel my heartbeat do a funny jump now and again. I am always looking for solutions (you are not alone) . I understand the meditation thing because it sometimes asks you to focus on your breathing which makes you listen to your heart more . I like the hypnotherapy ones that can actually make you nod off before it finishes . You can get these on CD and are often attached to self help books. They might help your anxiety as well.
Kind regards
Stan