My anxiety had resurfaced, I'm supposed to go to a birthday party for a long time friends daughter. I'm trying to convince myself just deal with today. We're now halfway through the year and have not accomplished Nothing. I have to move next year or I'll be in a WORSE financial situation than IAM now. Going to be Very difficult cause It means splitting up my family, even though their adults, still hard. We've been though alot together. Now I have a grandson that will have to move from the only home he's known. She's unable to help me financially and has be too dependent on me. I'm older now I don't want to be responsible for any one anymore which is how I feel living with my kids.