derealization the feeling of everything being dream like, and fake. It won't go away its only gotten worse over the past year. I'm in a dream 24/7. All I can do is cry and lay in bed, I force myself to work out at least 30 min a day, I eat then I go back to sleep. I want to get out of this nightmare. I want to the confusion and dream to end. I feel so scared leaving the house when nothing feels real. I feel like mines is getting worse, other people can go out other people can write and still function meanwhile I struggle just going to the bathroom without freaking out. I've had CT scan blood test, everything and they say I'm fine. This has been going on and off again for years now, and I never had it this bad before. I never done drugs, I don't drink caffine, I don't eat gluten, or dairy, what the heck else can I do? I'm just so tired. Sounds are strange voices sound weird, sight is weird and bright. Nothing feels right about this, I want to way out of this madness.