I've been staying inside not wanting to deal with things...procrastinating on important things.
Lying to family members about why I can't do things. My mom is sick in the hospital I've seen her twice.
Don't want to tell the truth about why I can't go. I told my sister, at first I thought she was understanding it??? Then she said "I think your over thinking things" she's right about that, but it's about the anxeity. And seeing my mom adds to my anxeity waiting for that phone call. The unknown, sometimes seems too much to bare??? I took something to help me sleep....it's not working.