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I don't want to be just 'ok'.... that's not enough for me

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I reach a new low weeks ago which ended with me in the ER. This suicide attempt was close this time and i didn't regret it. I was screaming and yelling when i open my eyes and saw i was still here. I didn't regret it, even after i saw how broken my mother was, the pain that made her cry till she folded on the floor i couldn't regret it all i kept thinking was how could i fail, didn't i cut deep enough? I was too overwhelmed inside my head was a chaos. I couldn't see her pain cause i was drowning in mine and i couldn't find a way out........... Im probably not the right person to tell you this since my head is still fragile but HANG IN THERE no matter what DO IT hang in there find a reason to want to get help either for yourself your mom a friend FIGHT TO GET BETTER cause being just ok isn't enough FIND THAT STRENGTH THAT MOTIVATION i don't care where just find it. Talk about the small victories so when someone saw how your fighting they will too.

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You're back 🤓😁😁

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Lol not for long tho

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How are you Danielle? So good to hear from you!

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Im doing ok 😊

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What do you mean not for long. You can't just leave again

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Im sorry.I can't be on here like that as often. I really can't

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It's cool. Can i still reach you on Skype and wattpad

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Yeah besides u owe me some stories nerd lol

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Whatevs geek lol

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My feelings are so hurt right now lol

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Still dramatic i see

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Loll yep

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Skype

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The number you have reached is no longer in service please try again later

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LMFAO bro forreal lol

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😂. Goodnight

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I won't give up geek

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Geek why did you do it, we were suppose to be getting better together dude

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Agora1

Callmedanielle, quite a powerful statement coming from you since that low day weeks ago. I see the hospitalization starting to put positive thoughts in your mind for you to digest and process. Keep that open mind to what you are learning about yourself. Never give up. Right now you are in a fragile state. Be careful being on the forum. Stay safe and be wary. Keep taking those steps forward in winning the small victories. With each win you will come closer to winning the Battle. xx

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Yea i won't be on the site as often. I can't handle some of the posts

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I hear you Danielle and I do worry about your welfare. xx

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I mentioned that to her as well, take a break from the site. I miss her sooooo much

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Ashley1489

God has a purpose for you that's why you are still here sweetie... Stay strong

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🌻 thanks love

I love you girl. What you wrote was inspiring.

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melbrown

Totally understand Danielle. You want to help & be there for people on here & sometimes it gets to be too much.... it's hard because you feel guilty because they've been there for you & helpless.... sometimes it's a dark mirror holding up to how you feel.... I don't know if I'm making sense, in any case I understand. Hope you still check in every so often.... love you Sunflower 🌻🌻🌻🌻

Has anyone heard from Dani recently

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I was going to ask you. I got a pm from her, she basically said she was sorry and said her goodbyes

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When was this?

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I saw it last night

Omg! So she wrote it to you but you didn't read it until last night! I bet that was awful feeling. Similar thing happened to me....

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