My name is Jonathon and im a server. I am around a lot of well spoken people that are successful business men or women. When i talk to them i can give my spill like its nothing, but anything after that i stutter and can not find the right words to say.. With a stupid chuckle. This also happens with any other conversation i have with ANYONE.. I feel so stupid cause i cant talk, even though i know everything about what im trying to speak of. I believe that it is my fear of saying something stupid that keeps me from just talking at a relaxed state.
I just dont know what to do. This effects me everyday so i stay quiet outside of work and to where i have been single for 8 years. Does anyone else feel this way or am i just stupid and lack the ability to be normal and carry on a conversation.
Living in silence is anxiety free, but i want to live free without anxiety.