Sometimes I wonder what I did in a past life to have gone through such a bad abusive marriage end up with ptsd anxiety now? My insecurities from my previous marriage sometimes carry over into my current relationship sometimes I might be over reacting but sometimes I know I'm not crazy or wrong or having anxiety for no reason. I hate having thoughts that my fiancé is lying or hiding something because of what my ex did. Not enough therapy in the world can make me feel better or trust more or believe more. How can I fix this?