Hey guys I hope you all are having a good night.

[Tarishalovesherse]

I will most likely be here every night to let you guys know what's going on with me, please keep me posted with you guys daily routine as well. today was an ok day for me. I woke up this morning , it was kind of hard because I had to fight my anxiety all night and my dreams were no help! I went to my primary doctor which I should've been did, I can say he did take his time and listen to me. I saw a consular today I have to follow up next Friday , you guys know there's a process before you can see a psychiatrist. I haven't took any medication since Saturday night. I will start again tomorrow morning three times a day like the doctor prescribed . I did ok today can't complain especially with all the withdrawals I had during the month of September . my anxiety (panic attacks ) was trying to sneak up on me, I have yet figured out what triggers it (hopefully I do real soon) until then I'll stay humble . my brother doesn't believe I need to be on medication he wants me to fight it and live my life I agree , as of now I'm weak I don't wanna feel like I'm dying or my head will explode I mean these feelings are no joke, I never in a million years thought that I will be going through something like this, but the fact of the matter is I am. the best thing that comes from anxiety is talking to you guys and reading and responding you guys make me feel like I'm better than I ever was. you guys get me through the nights , as I'm closing up my response I wanna know what's going on with you guys feel free to always talk to me , and thanks again for the feedback . good nite and always enjoy your night .

[Agora1]

Hi Tarishalovesherse, it's always nice to hear that the forum offers a safe and comfortable place to come to when we are stressed and feel alone. Family and friends don't always understand how difficult it is to live like this. Coming here offers you an outlet for your fears and emotions. Never think that you are weak in needing some help with medication until you get stronger emotionally. Seeing a counselor is a good way of going forward and getting better. I'm glad you joined the forum and look forward to your positive and personal experiences to share with others.

Wishing you a good night. xx