So now already 3 months on sertraline.. last month was good, not much of anxiety.. some flashes, a panic attacks that lasted only few second and i was ok.. so i started to feel like i won.. but last two weeks are again bad.. there is no more the fear from heart attack, as i had all the previous time, now it changed to fear from blood clot.
I feel all the time some cramps and pains in my right calf, and the calf is a bit bigger than the left one. I went to ER a week ago, they checked by ultrasound my calf and the doctor said the veins are clear, d dimer test was good too. The day i came from ER i was calm.. but from the next day again terrible fear, that maybe the clot was not already in the leg.. but moved to lungs so was not to see in the veins anymore.. and what if the d dimer test did not show the results good, maybe the clot is too small that it does not show in the blood results.. so last week i live again in terrible fear.. afraid to go sleep that i will not wake up on morning because the clot will kill me..
Is that normal that one kind of anxiety ends but another one comes so strong ? Im getting really mad already about this ..