Dr.s appt tomorrow 😩

[RyRywifey]

So tomorrow I have my followup/physical, my Dr will go over my blood test results with me which I'm really scared of, and whatever else a physical entails, I'm going to talk to her thoroughly for the first time about my thoughts and feelings on a day to day bases, I'm so embarrassed to share this part of me with her but a good friend of mind told me that I really need to do it. Idk how tomorrow is gonna go guys but I'm very very nervous 😩I'll talk to you guys tomorrow evening, good night 💕

[Hidden]

All the best

BW Iscream

[Hidden]

Hey mate!!Well it's around 11 35 am here so guess you will pick this up tomoz ~I'll be with you like before holding your hand ~don't be embarressed about opening up ~ that's what the doc is there for ~ be brave ( even though you don't feel it)

You are stronger than you think💪~ let me know how it goes 🌷

[RyRywifey in reply to Hidden]

Hey my kitty!!!! It's midnight here and I just logged on before I sleep, please read my message below to icanbeatthis so I won't have to type it all over again 😩And kitty today I thought of you all over again at my appt!!! You've been so much strength for me and I just Truly appreciate you sooooooo much!!!! Thank you so much my friend!!! I got thru today!!! And Thank you for helping take baby steps to being brave again... 💕💕💕💕

[Hidden in reply to RyRywifey]

Hey just read your reply ~see how brave you were facing your fears ~pleased all went well for you ~just take each day as it comes ~therapy can be good tho ~talking to someone out of your situation can help ~as usual my anxiety/panic is up and down ~do you know something ~I'm sometimes scared to be happy in case something comes along to spoil it 😥~ Mr Anxiety is NOT my friend ~anyways another lovely sunny day here ( we have to enjoy it while we can in the UK lol!!) You take it easy and have a gr8 wkend 🌷

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

PS spoke too soon it's 2 15 pm and absolutely chucking down ~nearly broke my neck rushing outside to get my washing in 😕 The joys of our weather 🌨🌨☔☔

[Tempestteapot]

Good luck, RyRy! Let us know how you get on. xxxx

[RyRywifey in reply to Tempestteapot]

Thank you!!!! Please read my message below to Icanbeatthis!! Too much for me to type all over again 😩I appreciate you!

[Icanbeathis2016]

I know exactly what you mean. I myself sceduled an appt i go to a pcp next week. And i was thinking the same thing that im gonna just finlly tell everything im going through. I may need to write down every question i wanna ask so i dont forget.

[RyRywifey in reply to Icanbeathis2016]

Hey girl, I got thru it today, went over my labs and I'm In optimal health with the exception of the vitamin D deficiency that I'm being treated for and inhaler prescribed for a cough I have had for 3 weeks. And my physical went very well, however, I did go ahead and tell her everything and she has me scheduled for the in house therapist in 2 weeks and is also sending me to Psych in 4 weeks, so mentally, I'm assuming I'm not doing too great 🤷🏽‍♀️I'm so happy I too this step tho and I just honestly want to be healed,'I'm so tired of being so drained and exhausted from fearing every damn thing. I want my carefree fearless self back, and I'm just ready and determined to meet myself again! When you go to your appt, tell it alll!!!!! I was embarrassed but my Dr was very understanding and made me very comfortable and let me know I couldn't be helped if I don't speak up, so I did, we are gonna get thru this together!!! I can't wait to hear how your appt goes!!!!

[loglegmomma]

You've got this!

[RyRywifey in reply to loglegmomma]

Thank you loglemomma!!! 💕😘💕