anxiety getting worse

[Mandy950411]

hi ain't been on for a little while was getting all excited to go and view a house were my only family member lives but went to view it and was no good for me it seemed to send me rock bottom. as he is all I have and he lives so far away and wanted to be close to him I will keep bidding for another house but just feel like I have let him down by the house been no good I know it's daft and I know he won't think like this but I'm thinking diffrent things and alsorts just feel down and along with been in pain all the time just not coping I don't even get on a bus which everyone's know and today my brother girlfriend said oh mandy grow up how old are you and laughed this knocked me down even more and has made me think alsorts to these groups are all I have and feel so alone if my brothers girlfriend can more or less laugh in my face then who else Is sorry about rant just so down and in pain think I've had enough now

[jessiejakes]

Don't feel down because of a silly comment ! Think of your future and look for a new place that you will like and feel comfortable with.people who make silly remarkes haven't experienced anxiety and don't have a clue on how it makes you feel.