I'm like damn roller coaster. Up and down up and down and when I'm down I'm dowwwwwwwwwwwn. So sick of this. I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm so tired of walking around like I have a cloud covering my face. Looking through a dirty mirror feeling. Like a bubble that needs to be popped. Is that ever going to go away? Does anyone know what I'm talking about. I feel like I'm drowning with this hell. I'm such a good actress too. No one notices something is wrong. They can't tell I'm crumbeling in the inside and fighting my brain and body all day. ALL DAY LONGGGGGGG for almost 7 months. I'm tired. I'm not crawled up in a corner feeling sorry for myself. I been doing everything like normal to see if I can snap back and nothing really seems to work. Some of the awful symptoms slowly faded but they try to creep up once in a while. And I'm literally fighting all day with a smile.