I know why my anxiety hasn't improved as fast this time round ...... I'm absolutely terrified of this procedure, just to see if I have an hiatus Hernia ! Or ulcer ! .... I been worried bout it for 7 weeks .... I can't even bring myself to full in consent forms they sent me. I'm quite brave with things considering I have general anxiety ... but the though of it frightens me, not being in control .... Iv even thought bout ringing them up and stating my anxiety high at moment so I don't want to put myself through it ! But then I will have the worry again of waiting fir it in future !
Actually making me ill