My anxiety is pretty bad when I fall asleep. I always think that this time I'm not going to wake up. I don't necessarily have difficulty falling asleep but I'm pretty damn sure it's what triggers the rest of the night to be a rollercoaster of anxiety. My dreams are pretty vivid and freakishly real and they wake me up and that's when anxiety strikes. I can feel my heart beat, I'm weak, I feel like I'm about to disappear at any second, I wonder if I'm still dreaming and it's horrifying. I have to actually get myself to a wide awake state just so I can fall back asleep. Anyone else if the same boat?