I'm just wandering if anyone else has experiences this? A few months ago I gave my heart to Christ and started back to church after a long time. After a few weeks I started having these horrible nasty thoughts about God, the devil, and religious things altogether pop into my head constantly all day long. The thoughts were so horrible and nasty that I was rebuking the devil all day and couldn't even think straight. After this went on for about a month I started laying awake all night waiting to die cause I would hear God 'I thought' telling me I would die that night. Every date I seen or scripture I read was to me telling me Im about to die. I still battle with the fear and anxiety a lot of days. I'm just wandering am I alone in this horrific ordeal that happened to me.