Hi there,
I can go months without having anxiety. But once the ball gets rolling, why can't I get it to stop? It's like my nerves get shorter and start searching for things to worry about, as if I actually enjoy this suffering.
First it started wth my daughter getting headaches in the sun, at camp, while not drinking enough. The reason - dehydration, she wears a hat and drinks more water now, she's fine.
Then, my daughter got sick, virus. I was worried that she had EEE or West Nile from all the mosquito bites she had. Turns out, Doctor was right, Just a virus, She's fine.
Now, I noticed yesterday my right ear felt a bit full. Now I'm noticing that my hearing is slightly weaker on that side. So of course, I can't stop testing it. Putting my ear buds in and out to see if I hear differently, and I clearly do... but that can be normal. And I keep touching my ear as if to clear it, of course this would effect the way it feels... Right? So if I know all these things and all logic tells me this is normal, WHY do I think I'm suddenly going deaf or something? (It must be noted that I thought I had Tinnitus in January and went for a full ENT hearing test and was told that I just had a lot of wax, no Tinnitus and my hearing was of no concern).
I hate this anxiety roller coaster. It's distracting, it's no fun, and I've had enough of it.