I dont know where to start from . I have health anxiety number one . Im a middle school student . Im slightly smaller and skinny than others . This has made me unable to live . Everyone even my friends make fun of my appearance and say jow small im and this has damaged my self esteem so much that I cant even now talk to someone looking at him . I spend time infront of mirror worrying over my appearance . I just .. cant find a way to cprrect this. Everyone says me toto be happy or why are you so sad? How can I be happy with life like this? I have nearly non friends and my family thinks that my problem is just a minor one .I have tried to eat alot and even exercised , but all in vain .
I just cant cant change myself. I have a shitty selfesteem . Whenever I walk into my classroom , I always think myself as the ugliest and worthless person on the earth . I dont even want to go to school but parents dont let me leave. I have been like this for 2 years . I know this isnt good and im tired of this life now 😢
It stresses me so much that I get svere headaches . All of my friends are so handsome but im ..... in addition to alldo this I have also started to notice that my jaw is going assymetrical .This is driving my ****ing insane . Now I will also have an asymmetrical face . Why is life so infair to me ? Why ? I dont self harm but I know soneday these thoughts will make me commit suicide . I feel completely completely worthless . Let the girls aside , even boys dont want to be my friend . Im completely alone . Im drowned in this sea of worthlessness . There is no psycotherapist who can help me . And I also have a load of my studies besides this . Sorry if this was time wasting . Any suggestions?😢