Thank you for all the kind comments on my last post ❤️ I spoke to my mother last night and basically told her everything. It wasn't easy and I struggled to get my words out. This wasn't the first time I've had to admit I was suicidal and done with everything, this time was just so much harder.
Once I told her everything, I broke down in tears and was basically screaming. I couldn't stop and my mum just held me until I stopped crying. My dad was even concerned and he never really showed any concern before.
My mum said she'll get me in the doctors hopefully this week or next. I'm going to ask about medication and if it's a possibility I can try it for a few months. I am still scared about the side effects but I'm really desperate at this point to try anything.