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its hurting me so so bad that everything i had i lost because of my anxiety and depression and my bf never helping me out and doing weed and all ways asking for money i know if i had hes help and full support and him not doing drugs we would still have are kids and flat this is killing me so bad i miss my family i miss my home iam 23 years old dont feel like it after everything i been and going throw just feel like crying my life will never be the same again my kids have been in care coming on 7 months and the last court is in one month everything is looking good for my mum to have special guardianship of them ... but dont know if they will let me keep my baby when he is born as i got told so meany things can happen with the baby 2016 my life got turned upside down 2017 my life was over on the 6th on January my kids got took in to care .. ones i had it all i had my kids a home a life but my depression took over and my bf just sat there watching things go down weed was all he cared about now some how i got to move on from that and start new

[Agora1]

glitterangel03, You have gone through a lot in your young life. I can only pray that things get turned around in your life so that you can move on and start anew. I hope somehow you can work on getting yourself together as hard as it may be. Show the court system that you are capable of caring for your children once again. I can feel your heart is in it. x

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[tamka38]

Sorry to hear u having a rough time praying for u

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thank u

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Hun I really feel for you god bless you and your baby's x

I think you need to lose the drug taking boyfriend who sounds like the cause of your troubles and make sure social services and the courts are made aware he's gone forever and you want to be the great mum you are to your baby's .

I feel your pain it's a terrible one and this story is only to frequent in our times and it makes me sick to be honest.

Please tell my if you can why indeed they took your children away ?

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its a long story the police got involved a few times and they were the ones that got social workers involved as there was way to many arguments going around all because him being on drugs and not helping me and him all ways asking me for money and when i needed him the most he was not there thats why the arguments started also he broke doors walls in the flat the flat got a bit messy as i was so badly depressed there was way to much going on and he never helped hes family came around one day and it started more arguments thats way the kids were took because of the arguments going around with everyone

[Cwoods]

Im so sorry this is all happening to you. I think you need to ask yourself is he worth the loss of your kids im sure that answer is a no so u need to get him out of your life and focus on getting your kids back. If he isnt bringing anything positive to the table he needs to go! I wish u the best.

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By the way where are you in the world glitterange ?

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uk