I survived day 2 of our mini vacation and a few more days to go..... Today is the 3rd day that I have taken half of Xanax (.25mg) I don't know if is doing anything but it gives me somewhat peace of mind. I don't know why. Once thing is not doing is taking this God awful dream feel or 3D vision or stopping me from thinking about those traumatizing out of body soul detaching freak attacks. Ughhhhhhh when will this depersonalization/derealization end!!!?