Hey my name is chris and ik this aint no shrink or councilling website but i need.help my depression had gotten to bad so has my dp and dr. Iv been thru drug addicions, watching people overdose, almost dying, abuse name it. Everything's gotten to bad for me. I turned to gangbangin 3 years ago cause it got bad i wanted to be part of something then it became my life, and everythings catching up to me everything iv done said or thought of. Im only 16 and i dont even think ima make it til 20 cause of my mistakes and everything. I just need advice, support or something my depression has gotte. To bad so has my depersonalizaton and my derealizaton.