I don't really want to jinx myself but I'm wondering if I'm slowly recovering from this nightmare hell depersonalization/derealization..... The existence thoughts are fading which is good. And I feel like I have a more clear mind but I am still on edge and my surroundings still feel dream like. But I no longer look at people like they are aliens and I function pretty well. I still freak out at the lights because they send me to dream panic attack so that's how I know I am not recovered. And I'm still thinking about Dp/dr 24/7 and I still feel weird but can it mean that I'm slowly recovery? I was a HOT MESS when this first started so I SURE HOPE this nightmare ends soon.