My son's very distant friend just walked in my house drunk off his mind calling me Dad I worked out he had MH issues but felt very uncomfortable and nervous talking about violence asking me for my meds . My nerves are still high . I don't have visitors since my breakdown and did I feel out of my comfort zone . I don't know if its social anxiety or part of the process of my meltdown.
Keeping door locked like I usually do but I was expecting my son's brother over for his pocket money .
I'm not a sociable person due to past and its now how I like it .