Hi everyone.
I'm new to this but I thought I'd give it a try. I've always suffered from anxiety, and I was made redundant in March. Since then my anxiety hasn't been so bad until this week when I've been offered a full time job. I haven't accepted yet as I feel that once I do I'll be giving up my freedom and will be stepping way out of my comfort zone. I've had a similar job in the past but I hated it and it made me really unhappy. While I know this job probably won't be as stressful as I'm imagining I'm really worried I'm repeating history and that I'll spend months being anxious. I also have a big family trip to America coming up and I can't decide whether to go or not. I'll be leaving my boyfriend here and just being away from my home makes me feel anxious. But then being away from my family also makes me feel anxious.
I'm in a bit of a mess right now and could do with some advice and comfort. I'm having anxiety attacks, I can't eat, I feel sick every time I think about going to work on Monday morning to a new place.
Help!