Maybe I am overthinking here but according to my doctor I am a fighter not a flighter. I know that, I always have been without trying to sound like I am a 'tough guy'.. even in my job, its what I am trained to do.
Should I try and change my personality and try to be a flighter, would that even change anything... heck is that even possible. I dont know maybe I am clutching at straws here as this is just getting tiring and boring now. 5 months in so I know thats not a lot at all compared to a lot of people on here.