"Being afraid of your own mind is silly, it's like being afraid of crashing into your own car".
How is everyone? I'm still blah. Functioning but blah. Today I feel this hell called derealization really bad but instead of freaking out I just told myself "damn this is bad today!" And kept messing with my phone. I guess that's a good sign. I'm so over it. I saw my phycologist today and he keeps wanting to dig at things from the past that I don't even think about. What I really want him to focus on is this derealization that he doesn't seem to know much about. He keeps saying this is from anxiety and it's making me dissociate. Blah blah. I'm tired today. Tired and annoyed at the fact that my brain is so stupid and has me stuck in dream land.