So, i'm here of course because I've got anxiety. More like health anxiety, which is when I always think I'm dying with the worst illness. If you have seen my first post, you will know my biggest worry right now is a brain tumour. Mostly because I looked up the symptoms, saw that headaches were one of them and boom I apparently now have a brain tumour. Even if i hardly have a headache at all... it sucks. There's days when my negative thoughts and fear consumes me, and I wonder, will this ever stop? why can't I just get a break? I look at everyone around me, seeing them enjoy what they're doing, looking like they don't have a worry in the world. I think, why can't i be like that? Am I really going to live my life in a trance of fear that i cant get out of? At the end of the day, it just comes down to me, sitting on the couch, not speaking, focusing on a sensation in my head that i could link to a brain tumour. I think, worry, and search things that may or may not help. And then I end up here. Writing to whoever it may be who see's this. I hate feeling alone and like im losing a battle against myself. Against fear and anxiety.