new to this but when you feel lost you have to reach out. i broke up with my girlfriend a year ago we had alot of issues. i found out she was stealing, lying, and cheating so after the discussion she moved out, but we still talked everyday and continued to date because i truly loved her and felt with time maybe she would change. i felt like i couldnt go on not tallking to her. i just found out she has been with someone else found she had blog with explicit pictures on it that i found. it killed me and now everyday seems like a struggle shes all i think about and i try to be strong but now shes cut all communication. i have anxiety attacks and barely leave my house. i feel stupid as all my friends pointed out she was a bad person through and through.