Lately i have been feeling really down, tonight i have been crying for over an hour, I dont know why i am crying. I am 12 in 7th grade (I also have ADHD) . I told my mom to leave me alone. And when i say leave me alone i dont want her to actually leave me alone. She knows i am crying. She didnt ask if i was okay. I shut my door and locked it. Now i am sitting on my bed crying in the dark. I might be depressed, confirmed by a website, not a doctor, but my therapist thinks its a maybe.
Lately school has been really hard, i dont want to put in effort for my projects or homework. My mom keeps nagging me about my grade. I dont know how to make myself put in more effort or want to do anything.
I hate talking to people about my feelings, like thats why my therapist isnt a great help to me. I dont like looking in peoples eyes when i talk to them.
Ive been feeling really sad, and stressed lately, and i dont know what to do.
(by the way i am also new here)