I am so sick of feeling this way..

Another bad day. Wasnt even out of bed yet before my mind was telling me I couldn't breath. And that my chest hurt. And that I was dizzy. My body feels so sore and the sad part is i haven't even done anything to be sore. I feel like something is seriously wrong with me when I have been told by the doctors many of times that its my anxiety. I fight with myself every day.. Its a losing battle. I wish I could set my mind free and just be happy. I try and stay busy but then im right back to being sick and laying down for the fear of not being okay. I don't know how much more i can take. I really don't. I feel so out of place and my world is black. I wish I could just be normal again and not have a worry in the world.I feel like I have lost my mind

[Oliveira42970]

Hang in there I have plenty of those days are u taking any meds

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I have been taking ativan but they switched it and now told me to take clonazepam

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Kinda scared to take it to be honest but they said ativan isn't doing much for me

[Oliveira42970]

I take lexapro 10mg a day and also xanax when needed dealing with this for 11 years now goes up and down like today I'm feeling down worry feel like my body itches so I finally to a xanax to relax me a bit