Hello all, not sure if I'm doing this right so please bare with me.
My problem is relationship based. Every time I meet a guy I completely break down. I've been on my own for quite a few years now and I am completely happy with that but whenever I meet someone I have major panic attacks. I'm ok if I know it's not going to go anywhere but as soon as someone tries to get close I absolutely freak, to the point where I vomit, shake, can't eat, can't sleep, can't concentrate at work and my brain is completely overtaken by fear and panic. I've recently met a guy and there is absolutely nothing wrong with him at all, we have a laugh, we talk, we get on and the physical side is amazing but when he mentions about seeing me again I just can't bare the thought of it.
Can anyone please give me some kind of advice because I have gone through every aspect of my life, even questioning my sexuality, as to why I get like this and I am coming up with no answers whatsoever.
Thanks peeps xxx