I can't describe everything I been through. I'm sure we all get anxious before a test or finding out about a health problem. Many people don't see how even immigration for U.S. Citizens causes a big effect for them just by losing the support, family, income of their other half. It's a lot of anxiety every where and the fact that people who will never ever go through what you have from any type of abuse or cancer or all of it. People just sometimes don't understand from your point of view. All we can do is pray.