Frustrated

I know the feeling. My parents constantly tell me I'm so good at school and it's because I enjoy it and work hard. I my dad that I hate school and I always have but I never told you because I thought you'd judge me. He responded with; "Oh, well your cousin loves school so you should too." But she only loves school because she's really pretty and popular, she used to be an actress and she gets everything she wants! So everything I do wrong he compares to with my cousin and it's really frustrating. My mam thinks I should try to enjoy school and I said I have but its crap because, face it, school is the worst.

My best friend constantly calls me stupid and I tell her to stop saying that because I can't take jokes. And everytime I want to talk about how I'm depressed with her, because she assures she wants to hear it, she goes off on one and talks about her life. It's either that, or when we text, she just completely ignores me like it doesn't matter. Ugh.