Went to bed at 11:30pm....been tossing and turning ever since and now it's 2:40am. My thoughts won't stop and I keep feeling sick. Why am I like this???!!!
I'll be trying to fall asleep and every worry on the planet...even idiotic ones...bombard my mind! I even worry about how many hours I'm actually going to be able to sleep. Because, I know once that light starts to shine through the windows I'm done for...I'm awake...I can no longer sleep no matter how tired I am. Then I start to feel sick...and I began to think that I'm about to die.
I'm lying here with horrible racing thoughts, nausea, derealization, a headache, and just not feeling well. I hate it!
And we're in the middle of moving....have a lot of packing and moving to do tomorrow, so, I NEED SLEEP TONIGHT.
I suffer from insomnia regularly, but, I didn't need it to get worse at a time like this...when I NEED my red and my sleep so badly.
I hate this...so much.