I think that's why I've been feeling ssso low and not in touch with ANYONE plus I didn't take my mitrazapime 45mg regular. Time flies past when your out of touch and feeling so depressed . Days turn into weeks and winter is around the corner already but the weather has been quite good very warm so because of my achalasia I have been drinking as much as I can because being dehydrated in hot weather sucks sucks big time.
Hope you all are fighting the big fight and hopefully wining.
Hi Dodo, sorry you have been suffering from the sugar blues. I can understand that. Not taking your medication regularly certainly didn't help. Did you forget or tried to spread out what you had left? I'm sorry you've been so depressed. I hope it turns around soon. We miss seeing you on the forum. Take care of yourself, I know how difficult it must be in dealing with the achalasia as well. You are a strong person, keep meditating. Stay well!
I cracked and bought 8 chunky Kitkats I wont eat all but I feel lost kinda wanting if I don't have them near by. Like sucking on a babies dummy all night. I need something like some people like a whisky at night or a joint. spliff We mostly all have something to relax. I'm not over weight so why not in it.
Dodo, I certainly can't say anything against you buying Kitkats. I hadn't had chocolate for a week now and last night (before bed mind you) I gave into my craving. I ate that Hershey Bar like it was a fix of some sort. It calmed me down and I slept like a baby. I don't drink and I don't smoke so a little indulgence in chocolate once in a while, is good for the soul 
Take care.
Today ive been in my head
My husband struggles with Anxiety
I'm George Fest, Lietunant Colonel, US Army and have been struggling.
It's been a long time but my anxiety found something new 
Just tired of struggling
