I've been struggling a lot more with depression lately than anxiety. Especially since i started working. I generally like working and quitting isn't an option, but I don't feel like I'm in a very positive enviorment. I've cried a handful of times already due to stress and it's only been about a month or so at my job. Since I haven't been very mentally stable the past year, taking on a job was already a big step. I feel like I'm doing a terrible job and really get upset when I am scorned at for doing something wrong. I've never been a person to take things lightly and i really wish I could change that. I'm just tired of always trying really hard and failing or only being recognized for my mistakes. I'm so depressed and suicidal right now and am at work so I can't really do anything about it. Please help me. I don't know how much more of this i can take.