My anxiety has been causing loads of problems but before the whole anxiety thing I was an opptimistic fun girl who loved life and everything/everyone around her, but now I am sad all the time, bursting into tears because I am so annoyed at myself, I have been having suicidal thoughts (not bad enough to do something about it) and been feeling generally down. I am also quite pessimistic now and don't see any point in life. This has been happening for 2 months now, am i depressed or just sad? I don't want to ask my parents this because they don't understand what is going through my mind and will probably think I being overreactive and stupid for even thinking I am depressed. Please help me!