I'm so angry that I have anxiety but there's no one to be angry with.

Lately I've just been so frustrated with how UNFAIR life is. Not just me having severe anxiety, (though that is what started it). I just want a normal life! I don't want to be mentally ill! I'm so mad but I don't even know who I'm mad at! Why are baby's born sick? Why do teenagers and little kids die of cancer? Why are people dying of starvation every day? When I see people on social media talking about how much their day sucked or what a bad mood they're in I can't stand it. At least they can GO OUT without being afraid they are going to die and panicking the entire time. At least you haven't been bedridden since you were a kid. Life is so so cruel and unfair. Someone I knew just died of cancer and she wasn't at peace at all. She was so scared. She didn't believe in an afterlife  and she didn't want to die. She didn't get any closure and her life was cut short for no reason. Why? Because "god needs another angel"? LOL. I would like to meet god because I have some serious questions for him. Does anyone else feel this angry and upset? I feel like nothing  happens for any reason at all and the universe is just cruel and unfair. Lately I've been noticing that on this earth the bad definitely outweighs the good. 

[wasupwithuman]

People who say God needs another angel do not know what they are talking about. You see, sin was caused by a single bad choice which enabled all these bad things to happen. People don't truly understand why bad things happen. Well let me tell you, you see all these sicknesses are caused us as people. We do drugs, we sleep around, we do perverted things, all these things cause our bodies harm in the long run. In short term they might result in pleasure, but in the long term you are destroying something that was made to be pure.

I suffer from anxiety, and I hate every moment of it, but then I say a prayer and thank Jesus that I am alive for another day.