I'm looking for advice.
I don't really know whete to start. So I apologize if I repeat myslef, also my spelling.
Many months ago I delveloped a pain in my collar bone area and decided to see what google would tell me. Worst mistake ever. After a trip to the doctors and a x ray nothing was seen and aniexty was the outcome. Fast forward a few months and I'm still feeling like crap everyday and living in fear that I have cancer and my time is up. I've had a few blood test taken and the most recent one shown my cholesteal was at 6.5. I'm working on trying to bring that one under control. Last week I started with back pain and sore sides of my stomach again the doctors wasn't concerned and booked another blood test which again shown nothing to be concernd about. Like an idiot i typed my symptons into google and have convinced myself I have cancer. This is serioulsy effecting my life and my relationship with my partner is on the brink of collaspe. The pain I am feeling is very very real to me and I know she has had enough of me now. I just wish I could live a normal life once again but feel the best thing for me now would be to end it all.
Thanks for listening