I posted this in general health but google suggests that maybe it's a panic attack? Except, I feel anxious in that I want my soul to be right if its that time but not as in heart palpitations and nausea and light headedness like I usually have if I am anxious. But, I would rather it be anxiety than real but how do you know that difference?
Anyway, here goes.
Has anyone ever felt this way? I just got this sudden feeling that I was going to die soon. The feeling just came out of nowhere and its slightly overwhelming in that it feels very "concrete" and my body is hot and I'm kind of like ... accepting of it in a way. It's weird. I don't know how else to explain it. I feel almost pressure to email T and tell her; I guess because I know no one in my family knows about her and I don't want her to be left out. Is this abnormal? Do people know when they are about to die? Would I be making too much of it to email T just in case, I don't want to scare her - or what if it's not me about to die? What if I feel death but not my own? I don't claim to be psychic or anything so it's not like that - it's just a feeling I got out of nowhere and i'm not really sure what to do about it? Its a peaceful feeling even in its frightening way.