Well I don't know how much more I can take of lies !! Am really worried bout my sister who is older then me ! The crap she talks and don't realise what's she's saying she can't commit to me and going to have my baby and today I had an appointment at the hospital for last check and scan due next week ! And it was all bout her in the room with the midwife I can't this I can't that !! Selfish comes to mind am so socked at how she is I think her thruiod problems have come back as this made her make be live and very unstable and and life should be like a magazine everyone nice and Nothibg every go wrong I my be having a bit of lifestyle depression with all that happens to me in a very short space of time but I do k ow when I need help and I am a very open person and Honest and to the point ! Just the way I am but I know you can plan a nice day but all Gos wrong or something happen so I never 100% think it's all going to be a nice day if it is and nothing's happen or Gos wrong then it's a bonus and all happy. It my sister lives in a world were we must all not speck of yesterday or how things affect us this is Unhelathy in my eyes to tell people how to live and what to say I believe that if it's hurt is we speck of it but she don't wanna hear it I was in hospital 2014 before Xmas had a very bad miscarriage and she has my kids for me she rang me saying you better be home before 5 as I have work tomorrow !!! There are no words how that made me feel what a selfish say I was crying my heart out and she as more bothers bout work !! Anyone else on this one !!! Or when it's her day off and work ring her she's on the phone for an hour bi rhen I ring I get ignored !! Or told I stress her out !!!