Not sure it's well Han feeling this morning woke up thinking everything was fine in my life and happy and content touch the wake up to the realism that it's not and missing my ex partner hell of a lot missing his company is voice is cuddles and obviously having his baby any Time soon and just feeling normal gutted deflated sad wish I could just pick up the phone and ring him but he's changed his number just having a cup of tea and a few thoughts to myself this morning and just feel really lost