I have been noticing that everyone seems to be able to see their doctors
without a problem short of worrying about the outcome. Even if I had
someone to come with me, being agoraphobic as well as not believing
in the doctors anymore keeps me from taking care of myself. I get so
upset in just thinking of setting up an appointment that my b/p shoots
up unbelievably and I start crying and shaking and that's before leaving.
When I have, on occasion, gotten to a doctor's office, I'm dizzyheaded,
shaking and whimpering. It's pretty sad. I feel embarrassed to act like
this but I can't help it. How do you all do it?