Had a v long day, been with customer in Winchester all day then drove home two hundred and thirty miles. Felt fine though, better than I have in ages. then bedtime comes and the heart judders begin worse even the last night. I can't sleep through it and feel scared too.
I have a return doc visit next week after a month on beta blockers and I want off them as it has not helped my anxiety and seems to have made heart things worse. I spend a lot off time worrying about side effects.
So anyway he re I am, not sure what to do, knackered obviously but afraid to sleep and the judders are just awful my whole torso shakes. And now I have a headache too.