I can't help myself. I keep daydreaming about dying. Not just any way either. I keep imagining myself driving and getting into a fatal car accident. I can't stop thinking about it. I even think about when i'm driving. Which honestly scares me. I am not afraid of death though. But it is unsettling how much I think about. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have to admit sometimes it seems like a good thing but then I think about my family. I think I need help. What do I do?