Ugh. Well , to vent..I was at school & during the first two classes , I was fine. Then, while on break , I had this anxious vibe again ..it's been off & on since yesterday. I thought it faded away. It bothered me to a point where I got a cab , now I'm relaxing at my house . It sucks that anxiety could screw with you , to where you get fed up doing something & want to be at your place. I missed class 😕. I'm going to finish it at my place , but I hate that I missed out on class, which 'll be later in the afternoon. Like I was also have this dull ache in the back of my head but this time it was on the left side , I was even walking like I was drunk. I got all tense & my health anxiety threw all these thoughts at me. I notice I may have to wear shades, regardless of the season. I try walking in the sun & the sunlight bothers me. I was second guessing my steps , like I couldn't focus walking , all I could focus on was wanting to be at my house. I may talk with my therapist soon & doc. But, yeah ...it's like I'd rather be at my house than anywhere else sometimes 😕😒 oh & it's like I have this empty feeling near the base of my neck & upper back until I feel it tense up towards my mid-back. Like wtf ..why don't we get a break from this sh**? Why is it that when we think we're cool, anxiety slaps us in the face?