Okay, so a few days ago, my family got a new puppy.
It wasnt a surprise since my dad had been looking for one specific type and bought him. Adorable, fun, great, sweet puppy and I....
AM FREAKING STRESSED OUT.
I had no idea why. I felt crappy the day we got him and every time I had to watch him, Id feel anxious. I used to go into puppy shops all the time just to see puppies, I love puppies!
Anyway, my mom is going out of town which doubly stresses me out and for the grand ol kicker, I got a cold.
So, like, what the heck? I was excited about getting another dog, but then I started feeling really panicky for some reason and like....maybe it's the change? Naming him.....just naming him....freaking soaredy anxiety levels through the floor. I feel like all tomes pf inconvenience converged on this week. I was having nightmares I couldnt recall, and fell into like post natal depression.
And now I am panicking over having a cold, having my mom not here
And a puppy.