I hope everybody had a nice christmas , I wondered if anybody can help me , for the last few weeks I have been feeling totally exhausted , when I walk or stand up or try to do anything it's like a sinking feeling of total tiredness , I woke up at 4 o'clock and made myself a hot drink and went back to bed it took ages to get to sleep and had a couple of hours but still feel the some . No energy cry because of how I feel . I think about things I shouldn't but I can't help it like my younger sister who died 5 years ago due to a hospital blunder, she was 52 and was so diffrent from me, she loved life and wasn't plaques with this anxiety that I have had for ever!!inhave been working nostop over christmas with dinners and stuff, and seen my grandaughter, but nothing seems to shift this total feeling of exshaustion, I am getting to the stage where I want to give up and just sit here all day,because of iti haven't been to church for months , and going out I have to keep leaning on things, I have a. Appointment to see a doctor next week at the hospital I don't even know how I am going to get there,when I fist got ill through overload 20 years goo I am sure I couldn't move off the chair, and I am wondering if the illness is back again. Or just a setback, I have had a lot of stress over the last few months.any advice or information would help my blood tests have allways been normal, I keep thinking about self medicating with b12 or iron anything to make me feel better. Thankyou.