I'm going on 3 years dealing with this horrible disorder. I'm just so over it. Who knows if I'll be able to feel like myself once again. I just try to take it on day at a time. I feel like I have phases, like if it was a cycle. Lately, it's been overwhelming because I'm convinced that something sever is wrong with me. My thoughts are out of control. One day I feel like I have skin cancer, another day I have breast cancer and today I have something wrong with my kidney. I keep trying to change my thought into positive ones, by telling myself it's all in my head. Can anyone relate?